I've been there

這一星期非常忙亂, 但心裡時刻覺得平安, 幸福.

身邊的人愛你, 要感恩, 珍惜.
身邊的人不愛你, 別忘記, 你永遠是你.
Inner peace是.... 除了你自己, 沒誰能給的.

Eat.Pray.Love

"A friend took me to the most amazing place the other day. It's called the Augusteum. Octavian Augustus built it to house his remains. When the barbarians came they trashed it a long with everything else. The great Augustus, Rome's first true great emperor. How could he have imagined that Rome, the whole world as far as he was concerned, would be in ruins. It's one of the quietest, loneliest places in Rome. The city has grown up around it over the centuries. It feels like a precious wound, a heartbreak you won't let go of because it hurts too good. We all want things to stay the same. Settle for living in misery because we're afraid of change, of things crumbling to ruins. Then I looked at around to this place, at the chaos it has endured - the way it has been adapted, burned, pillaged and found a way to build itself back up again. And I was reassured, maybe my life hasn't been so chaotic, it's just the world that is, and the real trap is getting attached to any of it. Ruin is a gift. Ruin is the road to transformation."

I feel sick, small and weak.

it's Susan Miller again.

All Cancers have endured a series of eclipses that were testing the strength of your relationship. This dates back to July 2009, when the first two eclipses in Cancer-Capricorn arrived, and eclipses in this family continued to test all your relationships, even business ones, every six months. If your relationships were strong, you felt nothing, but if the eclipse found a weak link, you were informed - and it can be a shock when news arrived. You only have one more testing eclipse, in Cancer, due this year on July 1. After that you will be able to rest, for there will be no more difficult eclipses for nine years.

到底是識於微時。看見友人跌倒，沒有假裝move on，傷心就是傷心，然後慢慢重新振作起來......真的是很替她高興。

祝好。希望妳時常感到充實幸福。

Exhausted. Starved. Bursting tears.

Heartbroken.

一月就悄悄地走過了。時光正飛快地、不斷流逝。
撫心自問，有沒有努力讓自己過得輕省快樂？
環顧身邊一切，擁有的太多，而真正是我心所需要的，乏善足陳。
來年－－漸漸變成上一代人的人了，舊曆新年才是新年－－願你我學懂捨棄。