Traumatized

Something is different now. Something in the air.

Obsessions #2

心情隨著手上小量股票升升跌跌起起伏伏。其實輸贏的是錢、也不是錢。
發現自己傾向突然沉迷某種事物、興趣。
想起來，過去10年，沉迷的大概是男女感情、處理與家人、朋友的關係。

現在，目光終於逐漸回到自己身上。
嗯，做什麼也好，分散投資、情緒控制最為緊要。

During the chaotic time in HK..

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..I have never felt so peaceful throughout these few years.

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I have developed new obsessions lately.

- beauty products (skincare, lip colour, nail colour and you name it)  

- beauty youtubers' channels 

- home decorations (flooring, bathrooms) 

- set up of my cosmetics section (yeah!) 

- stock market

- property market 

- cooking 

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This month, been busy with my doggies' health issues (bb's ears got some bacterial infection :[) 

Some big events are happening in August. Looking forward!!

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So, CAREER? Still stuck in here :[

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people say important issues always seem to be not urgent..
i know .. i know.. 

War is everywhere.

"哲學家尼采道：「也許我是最了解為何只有人會笑的，只有人如此深刻地受著痛苦，因而需要發明笑。」尼采大概是對的。痛苦到了極點，惟有嘲笑自己；幸福到了極致，就會變得疼痛。在人世間經歴了萬轉千迴，最終發現哭與笑，同出一轍。"

Make each other a better and happier person

When I was surrounded by a bunch of married girl friends, I swear to God....I didn't feel the urge to find someone to tie the knot with. Instead, they got me thinking how could they make that decision...

Like, ok, I am going to be with this man for the rest of my life..
Like, ok, I'm willing to take care of him, clean his body for him when he becomes too old to do so..
Like, ok, I want to have my baby boy looks exactly the same as this man..
Like, ok, now I'm willing to give up the jungle, give up the opportunities to share my life with another possible soulmate..
Like, ok, I want to be with him and only him, for better or worse..
Like, ok, I bear the risk that this man might go out meet hot chick when I become old and fat and unattractive..coz he has made me dare to risk it..

Does that sound silly to you? Perhaps...or call me over-thinker ...yet, at my age, when it comes to marriage, if you ask me to trust my own feelings and instincts, I'd say...stop BS..and roll my eyes....

I understand too damn well ... "HELL IS THE OTHER"...

So, my dear single girls.. silly or not... I find it a pretty good checklist before you make a lifetime decision.
http://www.wikihow.com/See-if-He's-the-One

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